Got back my final semester results this morning..
Not exactly happy with it..
whats worse is knowing u are 0.01 to your desired GPA! that close!

But at least there's slight improvement..
All done with poly...yoohoooo~~~ my life in there for 3 years not wasted!
I worked hard, played hard, laughed hard, cried hard...
and I finally graduated, I'm over with programming :D
I never liked, but I wonder how I managed to force myself to study it and even score well for each of the tests and projects..LOL!

Now, I'm just waiting for the posting results of NTU and SMU...
I know my chances are very low, but I still cant help but to hope for it..
well...all the best to me and friends that have applied and waiting like me too...:)
Saw this from http://strawberrytelle.tumblr.com/
and it really relates to my life now..

Distance is just something we thought of in our mind..
But deep inside our hearts, we are as close as sitting beside each other :)
You don't have to be with someone all the time to love him/her..♥





Went looking around for job alone today~
the job i'm looking for mostly need people with experience and sadly, I don't have it..
Obviously, I'm looking for one TO gain experience...why they dun provide training de meh?
only look out for jobs in the floristry and papercraft area..
Because its the two things that interest me the most...
One, I always wanted to learn how to do a bouquet coz they are pretty~
Two, I have interest in card making and am always found shopping in papercraft shop for nice paper to do cards~
So if either one hire me, it will be good :D

Have been going to school everyday for diploma plus lesson..
never thought the lesson will be THIS hard, until most of the teacher is like reading from the book also..
so I really dunno if I'm learning anything neh~
after the test on friday, I doubt I'm taking the certification exam already..
If it is an open book and I'm still struggling, can forget about taking the exam...
Its 428 dollars! I don't want to pay for something that I know I will just end up wasting the money.
what more, I have piano exam in July which is another 300plus~
haish~ for that, I really don't have a choice..
as much as I have no confidence after failing Grade 6, Miss Goh makes the decision :(
She always said "you can do it, you sure can do it"
My grade 6 exam, you also like this say nehhh~ hahahaha~

watched Disney on Ice yesterday~
and 90% are kids...LOL! so I felt like a kid too, got the urge to walk up to one of them and say "hey! i watching alsooo!!!! woohooo"
and the show is GOOD! especially the part when all the prince and princess in each disney show skate to the theme music~
really wished time could stop there yesterday~
I told you I envy girls that can see their partner as and when they like..But i envy myself more for being able to find someone that is willing to come up with many ways just to make me happy...
Where you come from don't bother me..because I don't see the differences at all..and even if there is, I accept it...♥
Time passes so slow without you here...


Its the Holidayyy~~~
waited for this for so long....but everyday i'm still praying I get an A for FYPJ!
because this A determines my chance of getting into local university...no A, no chance..got A, higher chance..
Calculated already..I need an A for IPP and A for FYPJ to graduate with GPA 3.5..
not easy :'(..
I never had confidence in myself in scoring well even after studying very hard...so I just hope ladyluck is with me :D

Just finished writing my essay for SMU application and it's a different essay from the one I submitted for NTU..
I just hope I have a chance to get in one of them...else really is private university for me..
Am also looking at some private universities now...have to prepare a backup mahhh~
If I have GPA like him, no problems for meee~ :(
why you so smart??!!! whyy I so not smart??!! hahahaha :D

March is coming..a busy month and a lonely month for me..
But will study really hard for Diploma Plus since I got the chance to go for this :)
cannot let the money go to waste~

I'm loving my life now...
Although I dunno about the future, and how far can we go..
But I will cherish everything we share now...♥








got back Mid-term presentation grades..

YES! I dunno why, but I felt that this whole thing is so unfair!
But there's nothing I can do because it's over..

This feels like PCS round 2, when we got C+ for mid-presentation and score an A for the final one..

When I thought about the efforts and tears I put into completing PCS, and seeing the result I got, it gives me motivation to chiong for the remaining 4 weeks!
I will get my A again...and my presentation will not be the same again !

anw...I finally got selected for the Diploma Plus..
From year 2, when Firdaus and I wanted to take and was told by teacher that we can't take..
and we both told each other "Come back next yr" and both of us are selected!!
WOOHOOO!!!
something to do for the holiday le...