exams ended and my study path for this year ended too..
its only this yr's exam that no one showed a happy face (at least not SUPER happy kind) because the last paper was way toooo difficult~..
studied really hard but still cant do it..
before the day of the last paper, studied in sch from 10am - 7pm with Madeleine and when i went home~ continued after dinner all the way to 4am and went to sleep for one hour plus and Madeleine woke me up to continue studying at 5am plus...
really madness~

these 16 weeks, i went all out no matter how tired i am...
because last sem my GPA dropped and thats because some things affected me and its really not worth it..so i told myself this sem i am not going to let any of these things affect me and i'm going to earn back that 3.4~
and yes~ when i woke up this morning, lazing on the bed...i was thinking about these 16 weeks...
it felt different from every other sems in the past..
i never felt so satisfied before~ because i never thought i can make it through..
i always thought i am sure gonna die for projects because i no longer have those friends that used to guide me with me because they are all in different specialization~
and some nights i just broke down when i cant solve anything~
but...when one doesn't give up and continue trying, there will be a miracle....
and i am really happy when the most impt project ended well...
and now i made it through 4 papers~ really tedious, but at least the studying process was fun~ eating and chatting with madeleine then saying "OK DUN TALK FOR ONE HR!"~

now...i'm still waiting for the email..
still dunno whr i am heading for internship~ HAISH~
y sho slowwww...