lalala

disappointed

2012-01-19T22:49:00.003+08:00

got back Mid-term presentation grades..

YES! I dunno why, but I felt that this whole thing is so unfair!
But there's nothing I can do because it's over..

This feels like PCS round 2, when we got C+ for mid-presentation and score an A for the final one..

When I thought about the efforts and tears I put into completing PCS, and seeing the result I got, it gives me motivation to chiong for the remaining 4 weeks!
I will get my A again...and my presentation will not be the same again !

anw...I finally got selected for the Diploma Plus..
From year 2, when Firdaus and I wanted to take and was told by teacher that we can't take..
and we both told each other "Come back next yr" and both of us are selected!!
WOOHOOO!!!
something to do for the holiday le...

back home !

2012-01-15T12:10:00.000+08:00

Back home after 6 weeks in Beijing..

Really enjoy life spent there, making lots of new friends and hanging out till late in the night..
I never regretted coming to the decision of going to Beijing with Madeleine..
It was a great experience to me..

Update soon...Bye :D

to beijing

2011-12-03T12:16:00.000+08:00

will be flying off this coming Monday~
and only back next yr~

anticipating the snow~
it's going to be my first time spending christmas and new yr overseas~

see you all in 2012 :D

great experience

2011-11-26T12:26:00.000+08:00

Officially graduated from Corporate IT Solutions yesterday..
i never expected my colleague to do so much for my leaving, i thought it would just be a lunch together~ since everyone is pretty much busy for that period of time..
but they even prepared a gift and card for me..

the presents from them...
My OIC surprised me with a present after he sign my report and log book..
and it's the first time he wrote so much in my log book~...since he is so busy~
and he made me laugh when he read my report and say "HEY! WAN DUIT(how he like to pronounce my name) it's not programmer teach u javascript k, its me! the designer...CHANGE!" LOL!
i was so paisei~ because i really forgot who taught me what...anw! thanks la~ ur care and patience towards me is what i'm very grateful for :D..
AND! i thought the treat to sakae sushi will cancel since it was just a "saying thing" few days back..
But ytd I heard my OIC calling sakae sushi to confirm the booking...so touched :'(

Before I left ytd, went to see Sidah at the store to pass her present, and i wanted to control those tears but when i saw her, i just cried and tell her i dun want to leave the company..
and so paisei, yee wei and my oic walk in the store~ my oic still can laugh...LOL
Sidah hugged me and said this to me "go and focus on ur studies and come back one day to visit us, be good to your parents...you are a very good person, find someone good in future"...
this warmed my heart and made it harder for me to leave...

These 3 months were the best, I learnt so much and made so many friends with the staff in the company...
Although the workload is really like hell, but the fun people there made everything better for me :)
I LOVE YOU GUYS!
and of course Mr Leow who came back ytd despite his busy schedule and allowing me to describe my projects to him...

~ starting to miss working there, knowing I dun hav to go PICO on monday feels weird

not just a paper

2011-11-14T19:12:00.000+08:00

never thought i will get this..
ok...not to show off okay~ not like this...
just i'm very proud of myself....
last time when i was in secondary school, i'm always 3rd, 4th from the bottom..
yes!! no problem finding my name at that range..

so when i got this, i really feel it is something to me..
mayb to those smarties, it's nothing...but to me it's something, thats why when i had the chance to take off from work, i know the first thing i want to do is to go back school and get this from Mr. Tommy..
and i got it today..
immediately bought a file to put it nicely, so i wont accidentally bend it, because this may be my first and only one..
Mr. Tommy said "work hard uh...get it again next sem"
nah...FYP is not that easy and IPP have yet to get my testimonial, so i dunno hw the company feels about me..

i'm not smart at all, even when i know i got admitted into Dlist, the first thing that came to my mind was "my efforts paid off"...
and i pick things up slowly too compared to my elder sister...
but the fallback for 'o' level, the "give-up-tone" my mum said to me over the phone,
thats when i decided to work hard...

so i'm kind of thankful i did badly for 'o' lvl :D haha~

2011-11-06T16:32:00.000+08:00

It's going to be the end of attachment already..
3 more weeks to go, will miss all my funny colleagues :(
nxt wk will be working on sat and sun, but i actually got the feel to work..
maybe because it's going to end soon, i dun mind working a little harder..

and soon i will be flying off to Beijing already~
have already started buying all the necessities, and my mum and dad were really nice..
They brought me to "Winter Time" ytd, and get me what i need...
first time dad is willing to spend so much on clothes...
The two heat warmer clothes is like killer price...one of it is 129+ and my dad bought it for me despite how expensive it is...*touched*
if i really need the winter coat, which i'm predicting i need...
i will pay it for myself...
really worry i cant take the weather thr, coz i'm scared of cold~
after next wk, will start packing my luggage already, else really no time..

ok...gonna continue my report, omg! really dunno how to write despite doing so much at work already..

2011-10-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

拥有就是失去的开始。。

“知道为什么我不会爱你了吗？因为拥有是失去的开始”

2011-10-23T15:35:00.000+08:00

few years back, my parents nearly make a police report because they thought something happened to me..
and yesterday the same thing happened again...

told dad on Friday night that i need to go Ubi Area to collect my shoes on saturday so he brought me to that area to find the building on friday night so i wont lost my way when i go there myself..
and Yesterday which is saturday, i went there alone with my phone NO BATT!
i tried to on it, just in case my parents need to call me, they usually does that esp when i go to somewhere that i have not been to before..
but the phone just isn't cooperating, so i have no choice, ignore everything and just went there..
and when i reached there, REALLY LOST MY WAY...
i'm supposed to be at Ubi, but i went over already, until one aunty at the busstop told me i'm at tai seng, so i walked back aimlessly, hoping to find a familiar building that i recognise when dad brought me ard that area on friday night..
so yes...i found the place...

and after that, i still went shopping LOL!
and luckily i reached home at 4pm...when the lift door opened, i saw my dad and mum outside the house...
they looked at me and scream "WHY U NV ON UR PHONE!..."
so ya...all i can say is "my phone no batt"...
so they wanted to go Ubi Area and look for me already, luckily i went home just in time when they are leaving house to look for me...

few days back, i dreamt that something bad happen to me, and i got really scared the next day, i kind of dun wan to leave the house for work..
so i told mum...and the first thing i worry about is my trip to Beijing this december..
but ya *touch wood* its just a dream..
thats why my mum got worried ytd, she called me like 7 times + 1 sms, dad called me 5 times + 3sms and sis called me 2 times and ignore after that..LOL!
and all the sms VERY FIERCE!

lol! k my bad...but i'm just really lazy to charge my phone, i can live with a dead phone for 2 days or more, it doesnt matter to me...LOL!

k la..but anyway its my bad ytd!

ironic...

2011-10-22T11:28:00.000+08:00

OIC left for a one week holiday~ but i'm in good care under yee wei (learnt so much javascript under him),

he is like my replacement OIC now~ LOL! always when the boss wants to talk to me, OIC will be beside me, ytd he accompanied me when the boss was talking to me...aww~

i have this kind of fear whenever the boss wants to talk to me, i dunno why too, is like i'm scared i cannot understand what he talking~

luckily up till now, still can understand..LOL!

skype yee wei ytd at work and told him i will die without OIC, and he said "you have become very independent le la, never ask alot questions already.." true~ but in terms of communicating with other ppl in the company, i still feel scared~ apart from the development team and my lunch khaki...

it's ironic how i cried at the first day of work and told my parents i dun wanna work anymore..

i dun like there...

then few days back i came home, and told dad "i very sad leh, one month left...i dun feel like leaving the company"..then my dad replied me "wah dunno who first day say 'i dun wan work'" and he said this to me, imitating my crying voice..LOL!

its really mixed feelings, like i cant wait to go, coz i dun have to face deadlines anymore..

but at the same time, i will miss the people there, esp the development team and my lunch khaki~ :(

sad....

COLLECTING MY BOOTS LATER!!

woooooooooooohoooooooooooooo~~~~~~

work towards what you want

2011-10-19T19:41:00.000+08:00

Just finished watching "特写" because my handsome boyfriend is inside..;)
and he is still SO HANDSOME

one thing i remembered from that show which i cannot agree more is
"It is tragic if anyone does not have a dream or goal in life because you will not know which direction to head to"
definitely true..
i used to live like this too...without a dream, just keep on studying FOR THE SAKE OF STUDYING
and trust me, i hate studying last time, because i can never achieve good grades..
but i dunno how i got the motivation to study after i got in poly, it just comes to me like this...
like "i want to work hard!" and everytime i see improvements, i have a sense of satisfaction..
and this is when i also realised "your competitor is yourself"
the sense of satisfaction you gained when u see improvements in ur result is more than when u compare your results with ur classmates.....so slowly i stopped asking ppl how they fare too, coz its like i'm not interested anymore..

and yes back to goal in life..
if one does not have a goal in life, or dun have a thing that motivates them to want to work hard in life, then you will not have a direction in life..
i never had a goal before too, and when i recall back, yes! find myself abit useless..
but now when i have one, i feel abit different of myself already..
and i'm working hard towards this dream of mine..
no matter what others say, whether its unrealistic or what, it doesn't matter..
because liking your job is the most important

people you work with is important

2011-10-15T11:22:00.000+08:00

left with 6 weeks for attachment already...
and work has been kinda stressed for me now...new tasks assigned, deadlines, un-countable changes to make..
even the programmer said to me "wanrui, 你也会有今天啊" because last few days, he was the stressed up one, and now my turn...
but now i dun feel awkward in the company anymore, because i'm abit closer to them already..
can make jokes stage already..
so apart from workload, i dun dread work so much anymore, because of the nice people thr,
BUT i still dread waking up early, knowing i have alot of things to be done later in the office...

andd and and my LUNCH KHAKI is back after one week of not being in office..
aww~ straight away told her "lunch on monday!"

no piano this week :D awesome~
coz i haven't been practising~ really really tired!

ok thats all...going to watch drama~~
and going to buy a new storybook later..on my own again :(

kiss the rain

2011-10-11T20:47:00.000+08:00

according to the person that post this video..
(1) Pause the video before he starts playing the piano
(2) Make a new tab
(3) Go to http://www.rainymood.com/
(4) Go back to video and continue playing

The feeling is i dunno how to describe also..
it makes me feel like playing this song during rainy days~
double LIKE!!!

updates of my life

2011-09-24T12:07:00.000+08:00

bought this top few weeks back from "Hurs" at Bugis..

and ytd was the first time i wore it, so cute with a 3/4 denim pants..

so these few weeks, really busy with attachment...working from 9-12am..

everyday OT, OT at home~

sometimes when the OIC asked me not to OT, i said its okay, because i do things very slow..

so in order to hand up things by deadline(i tried to), i will OT myself..

sometimes, i'm really scared what i did is not up to standard, and scared that they will find me too slow..

so i always tried to do things very fast, but ya...just cant~

my brain move slow, do things slow..

so i felt sad sometimes in the company too

like everyone is doing so fast, and i'm like so slow~ :(

i'm praying for these two months left to quickly go~

i dun like this pressure at all...

few days back, i met up with Madeleine (aunty lee) for dinner, and we had a really good talk..

not gossips at all, is more of how we have changed so much after attachment started, like how we realised what we dunno when we are busy studying..

and it brought us to tears...

the first day when i went to IPP, i went home crying, and my mum and dad said so many comforting words to me...and the second day during work, i called my mum..

and she asked me this.."做工可以吗？不会就要问~ 慢曼来“ and after that she asked "你在那里有没有人陪你吃饭?" and i wanted to cry so badly..

and after these, i understood why my mum likes to call home when she is working, because is the only way u can find comfort when u are so tired and stressed out..

i think the biggest lesson learnt during my attachment is not those crap, what learn hw to work in industry and all that...

but the biggest lesson is my family became my first priority, and the things that i used to cared so much, what guys, what lies, what relationship...all these suddenly seems crap to me..

why did i even neglect my family because of something that i thought was important to me..

i'm so glad i realised this now...

i will be a better daughter from now on...

and try not to be so rude anymore...

its all worthwhile

2011-09-23T19:29:00.000+08:00

told myself i must work hard for the last sem to get back everything i wasted during the previous sem..
and yes...
i kept up to this promise i made to myself..
and the results are really satisfying~

although i know the computation of GPA is still one step to what i wanted..
but is okay~
i managed to climb back up from the fall..

and i never believed i can be inside with all the smart ones..
when i received the sms, really is a shock to me..
and i even told the person that smsed me to stop lying to me before i'm going to get angry..
turned out its TRUE...
and of course, the first person that i want to say it out to is my mum and dad..
to share happiness u know..:D
BYE!

IPP

2011-09-09T21:44:00.000+08:00

haven really shared about my first week experience of IPP..
i thought first week is slack~ but first day i'm already given the first design task to do..
and just the third day i touch on programming already~..

but to me, the challenge is not on the coding or anything because i have learnt them in school, and doing pcs during my study path helps alot in my attachment this time round..
i guess the only challenge that i feel la up till now, is trying to meet the deadline..
and thats the only thing i am so scared of..
because i am someone that do things too slow, debug error too slow..
so deadline is like death to me~
sometimes i got so stressed up, i can cry~

but colleagues are all really nice people~
like my OIC~ guide me really well and the programmer sitting opposite me~ he gives good explanation~
without these two, i sure cannot...

now, i'm just hoping i can quickly get used to this new environment and quickly pick up the skills..
because its IPP!!

k bye...still doing my work now~

2011-09-04T17:45:00.000+08:00

cute....

sho fast tmr is monday already~

which also means IPP starts tomorrow...

i dun like the feeling of first day of anything, first day of school, first day when i step into kumon..

i dun like the feeling~

and tmr is first day of IPP!!

*nervous* only got NERVOUS~

nothing else...

not even thinking of how the people thr will be like, not even thinking of what will my job be, just purely WHAT AM I GOING TO DO, I WANT TO DIG A HOLE NOW!

siann arrrrrrrr~

and today woke up late for piano~

sis and i rushing like mad~ dun even have time to dilly-dally~

now i feel like sleeping, but have to control so i can sleep early tonight and wake up early tomorrow and not be LATE for work..

cannot bring the "late queen" title to work..HAHA leave this title in school still can ;)

10 reasons not to fall in love

2011-08-29T11:19:00.000+08:00

staying at home and watching drama's actually kind of boring also~
i miss school~
LOL! at least when i'm in school, i have lunch~
at home only can eat air~ coz i'm too lazy to step out of the house just to get lunch~

~reading "10 reasons not to fall in love"

give it my all..

2011-08-26T23:35:00.000+08:00

exams ended and my study path for this year ended too..
its only this yr's exam that no one showed a happy face (at least not SUPER happy kind) because the last paper was way toooo difficult~..
studied really hard but still cant do it..
before the day of the last paper, studied in sch from 10am - 7pm with Madeleine and when i went home~ continued after dinner all the way to 4am and went to sleep for one hour plus and Madeleine woke me up to continue studying at 5am plus...
really madness~

these 16 weeks, i went all out no matter how tired i am...
because last sem my GPA dropped and thats because some things affected me and its really not worth it..so i told myself this sem i am not going to let any of these things affect me and i'm going to earn back that 3.4~
and yes~ when i woke up this morning, lazing on the bed...i was thinking about these 16 weeks...
it felt different from every other sems in the past..
i never felt so satisfied before~ because i never thought i can make it through..
i always thought i am sure gonna die for projects because i no longer have those friends that used to guide me with me because they are all in different specialization~
and some nights i just broke down when i cant solve anything~
but...when one doesn't give up and continue trying, there will be a miracle....
and i am really happy when the most impt project ended well...
and now i made it through 4 papers~ really tedious, but at least the studying process was fun~ eating and chatting with madeleine then saying "OK DUN TALK FOR ONE HR!"~

now...i'm still waiting for the email..
still dunno whr i am heading for internship~ HAISH~
y sho slowwww...

2011-08-11T11:28:00.000+08:00

project ended ytd and it all ended well~
16 weeks of burning midnight oil not a waste at all~~
we all made it! ! !
"sure pass" from Miss Elaine ~~

now is to focus on exams~
TIPS for SI so damn little~ dun even know if there are tips~

anw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUILINGGGG~
Project ends just in time before the day of your birthday~
thanks for being such a good SECRETARY of mine~ of doing the things i'm lazy to do...like sending text to other grp members...ARIGATOU!!!
♥

everything happens for a reason

2011-08-08T18:33:00.000+08:00

wednesday is the Demo of the last project~

hope nothing goes wrong, like oversleeping AGAIN! i tend to do it whenever it comes to final presentation of website...every sem! never fail to oversleep...

and syahidah had to call my house phone just to get my dad to wake me up for year 2 sem1..

and when comes to year 2 sem 2, my dad have to barge into my bedroom and wake me up at 6 when i'm supposed to leave hse at 6..

LOL!

so hope all these wont happen when comes to wednesday..*pray hard*..

after wednesday, will be hardcore of exam mugging~

4 papers...all memorising~~~

OH WO DE TIAN ARRRR!!!

ok back to PCS~

lots to finish up...and i'm only left with tonight and tmr to get everything done!!

- Everything happens for a reason..one day, i will find out the reason

2011-07-28T23:35:00.000+08:00

so many happenings in just one week...

and because of all these, i opened up to a friend i never thought i will share everything to..

but at that point of time, i needed a shoulder so badly to pour everything out~

i need someone to listen to me...

those things i have hide for so long seems like the whole world knows it all~

still thanks to those that listened and encouraged me...

i never thought i meant so much to just classmates that i got close to this sem...

i realised and learnt so much from what i have heard from different people..

i dunno what you are thinking...

and u have a lot to learn...

but i will wait...

2011-07-27T02:39:00.002+08:00

whenever i fail, i always question myself the same thing....

take the chance

2011-07-18T00:10:00.000+08:00

so Madeleine has been asking me if i wanna go to China since there is now vacancy~
when she first asked me, never really thought about it because i know i wouldn't go for it..
but after numerous asking from her, i start to consider..

A part of me really wants to try this out, but i'm just really scared..
and the reasons can fill up a whole ocean i think..
scared that my parents will forget me, scared that i come back in empty house, scared that i cant contact my family from China, scared this and that..
and of course~ the most important thing is not being led astray~ i trust myself!
i know i won't get influenced easily...i will still be the good girl when i'm back~ :)
kk! i know its just me being paranoid~
But after all, is not a one week trip or wad, is one and a half month~
every overseas trip, i have my mum, dad and sis but now is myself and friends~
kk....its going to be fun, i will be safe too..

its all 50-50 now..
waiting to meet the teacher tmr~
abit excited la...luckily there's madeleine~

till now

2011-07-09T13:46:00.000+08:00

up till now, i'm everyday busy...

but now...ITS WORSE!

i thought PCS is just a simple PCS, i thought SI is just a simple SI

but now...its not just that...

i have to learn things that i dunno and the teacher is not willing to teach~

really...i dunno will i even get to sleep later on when its near to presentation time when i have to compile everything~

nvm~~ i believe my efforts will not be just WORTH A "C"

yes! got a C for PCS!

expected..i remembered the previous presentation wasn't good at all...

so anyway mid term results got 3As, 1B, 2Cs..

not satisfied with the Cs~

with this results, how to pull up my GPA!!!

sian~

nxt wk will be Harry Potter with my sister~

she say "watch with no one else BUT ME!!"

yes!! and after Harry Potter, no more going out le~ till after all projects clear~

The Rules of Life

2011-07-01T00:02:00.000+08:00

If you have a plan in life, work towards it, think of how you are going to achieve it..

If you do not go about planning it, it will always remain as a dream...

-The Rule of Life

-O-O-

2011-06-30T02:12:00.000+08:00

new frames~~~~
nice??

2011-06-25T15:52:00.000+08:00

back to school next week...

it seems like i haven't had enough rest yet...

Just yesterday night, i slept at 4AM, solving one error from morning...

and spent 10 over hours...not getting anything solved..

so pissed off with myself and the sudden thought of "if syahidah was here", then the tears came~

but after that cooled down...

and finally at 4am, i managed to get the error solved...but still slight mistake there~

so anw...just remembered bout the two projects for electives..

now is 6 projects, with 3 yet to start...how not to panic??

really got the urge to stop part-time work and piano for the time being..

but ya...thought only~

first i need the money, second i dun wan to stop piano again..

stopping at 'o' lvls already slow me down....

haish...whatever~

Just going to try my best..given its the last year

i already chiong for two yrs, cannot give up now...

I AM STRONG!!! LOL!! :D

2011-06-24T00:07:00.002+08:00

once bitten, twice shy...
I don't have the courage anymore...

2011-06-18T16:55:00.000+08:00

back to work today..and I thought I may at least get my pay today..
but HELL NO!
I dunno whats taking her so long~
whats worse, she kept changing the way we should mark the homework..
this way of marking is slowing things down compared to JUST A TICK!

but i never dared to ask her for pay..coz like damn bad?
haish~
nvm...cant wait to switch job to something i like..

ok bye~ left one more week of holiday..
time really don't wait for people :(

term break

2011-06-11T00:24:00.000+08:00

Finally...all the common tests are over..
I have quite a hard time studying all of them because its just too packed together..
guess i have to buck up for the exam...
just kept telling myself "its not over...wait for the exams.."..haish~

anw...had this interview for comm skills last thursday..
Puru said i started off really well but slowly, i got tongue-tied..he asked me why?
and i said "i couldn't think of an answer for your question..." :(
when the answer right in my head that i never dared to say out IS THE RIGHT ANSWER!!
haish~~ why the hesitation mann????!!
the key is just to answer honestly...and i didn't..

oh well...term's break finally here~
i need it so much to rest well and catch up on sleep...most importantly, to do projects esp PCS!!
my most worrying one~ haish!

ok! bye!

need rest

2011-06-03T18:38:00.000+08:00

just survived one horrible week~
and I see myself wearing formal for like 5 consecutive thursdays?
and next thursday is another formal day...

there will be like three tests next week? have to start early..
don't want to end up drinking coffee in the middle of the night again just to stay awake~
Looking forward to the coming two weeks break~
I need it..i need to sleep more~
but I think most importantly, is to start doing PCS!!

anw...i haven gotten my pay for the month of May..
and I'm asked to only work for two days in the month of June!!
I miss the old boss :(

two goals in life

2011-05-29T14:38:00.000+08:00

changed my desktop wallpaper~
this picture is incredibly NICE!! found it on a tumblr

is like a merging of my two goals in life...what i wish to work as~

i chose friendship

2011-05-27T22:03:00.000+08:00

i thought i will go through that so-hopeless process again..
after everything was out, the 2 years of silence..
but i just need to cry hard, and everything is okay again
i guess its because i'm numb to the pain you gave me..numb to the hurt..
and now to me, is like just another thing...
or maybe, i already got over you...because the truth is enough to make all my feelings towards you go away..

i treasured my friendship with her....
so i promised her i will get over you, and i really will..

and i cannot forgive you...

2011-05-24T00:38:00.000+08:00

2 years...2 years of being lied to...
whether its on purpose or not...the hurt is not a "sorry" can cure..

i will forget you once and for all....

the smallest things in life brings greatest happiness

2011-05-22T00:32:00.000+08:00

when you learn to appreciate everyone around you..

whether is family, friends, classmates or even newly met friends...

you will be happy..

this is what i learnt...after an exchange of a bucket of tears

even when the one thing u used to want so badly, and u didnt get it...

it doesn't matter..

because thats only a part of the thing in your life..

never let this one thing affect you...no matter how painful it is..

i'm glad you lied to me, played with my feelings, and treated me as an option..

without all these...i wouldn't gain such a good lesson..

thanks uh...thanks~

i'm not strong..i'm merely gracious enough to forgive the one that did me wrong..

2011-05-20T17:30:00.003+08:00

been really tired and busy..
with school...

but i like it this way...

~i guessed the truth, because i'm not dumb..
i didn't ask because some things are best not to know...

~ you are someone that taught me the best lesson in life..

casioooo, titusssss

2011-05-10T01:00:00.001+08:00

i dunno when i start having a love towards watches?
because i can never find a suitable watch that fits me...

until my sis bought her casio watch...
and i tried it on, and really liked it..
AND AND AND...she is bringing me next wk to get my casio watch :)

but my desired watch is still TITUS! but...haish dream only~

so gorgeous~~~~

but still....cant wait to get my CHAR SIEWWWW!!

btw!! see the dress that i'm wearing at my dp at the side <------
guess what...i bought it for like months ago? like last yr?
and i haven't even wear it AT ALL...but still love the dress, am waiting for a chance to wear
like wedding dinner or what...but totally dun hav eh~
so i think the dress is so poor thing...so pretty, but only can stay in the wardrobe :(

miles apart

2011-05-08T13:20:00.001+08:00

have been really busy, struggling with schoolwork..
by right i'm asked to work this coming friday but i really don't have the time so i'm giving the slot up to sister..
it's barely even half a sem, and there's already many things to be done..
tutorials, labs, quizzes, projects, presentations..

really working very very hard..like what i promised myself before this sem starts..
but i like things this way now..
studying and nothing else..
and i kind of know what i want to do after poly already..
everyone is like thinking now, and i already had plans..its either A or B..
it all depends uh~
but ya..at this moment, to improve my GPA is the most important..

anw lihui accompanied me to hunt for my presentation skirt yesterday at NEX..
it was great meeting her, we talked over a cup of coffee at starbucks..
after that to city plaza, to get my skirt altered to a shorter length, because its way too long, and this girl altered her toga too :)
shopped at city plaza, NICE PLACE TO SHOP! really~
plus ITS NEAR MY HOUSE....PLUS PLUS PLUS more expensive than blogshop...wth -.-"
planned with her to have ban mian at roxy another day because the aunty at ban mian stall still remembered me??!! so i think she miss me la...HAHA

ok time to get back to work...
will not be blogging very often now :)

♥ keeping yourself busy is a good way of forgetting what you don't want to remember

this is LOVE

2011-05-01T23:26:00.002+08:00

Before the actual day of my birthday, lihui asked me out, inviting zoe along..

she wanted to use the tactic again which she used 2 years ago, but because i'm damn smart..

i asked zoe whether she want to tag along, and very blur girl said lihui asked her already when its meant to be a secret..LOL!

i finally met lihui, sorry for rejecting u so many many times..:(

forgive me?

we had so much to catch up..

sat over at starbucks to continue the talk while waiting for zoe~

then we switched from tampines to esplanade because tampines is tooooo crowded..

we couldn't stand the crowd at all..

the bday cake decorated by zoe...thank you my dear..squashed but PRETTY! ♥

5 years of friends...still going strong :) i love you lihui~

chocolates from lihui all the way from taiwan...♥

a birthday letter from zoe together with the bday cake..my bday present from her♥

when you thought u will be all alone on your special day..

friends came and warm your day up...This is LOVE..

when i was asked to make a wish,

i remembered thats when i teared..

because the first thought that came to me was this is my last chance making this wish before my actual bday comes...

i expected it to not come true...

and lihui asked me "it is your bday wish, y did u give it to someone else?"

because i still have many birthdays ahead of me...and i dun mind giving this year's wish away..

this time, i only want this little thing, just this simple one..

so i made that wish...

♥ my wish was half-fulfilled, thank you

and and and...

thanks lihui and zoe for making the effort to plan this out for me..

even when i'm at my most helpless times, i know i have awesome friends like you guys to turn to..
dun worry! i will be happy :)
because the wanrui you guys know is always happy...

and arigatouuu to those that remembered my bday and wished me :)
i'm 19!!!

nice picture to end off my awesome day with two bestfriends

♥

thankful for the small little things

2011-04-30T16:03:00.001+08:00

really thankful to the heartless clique..
u guys are no longer heartless le la..but very sweet~

ytd during lunch break, i got an advance small surprise for my 19th bday..
from the guys(jonathan, suffian, eustace and firdaus) ++ huiling, sya and sumon..
thank you guys...really thanks alot..
i didnt expect this from them at all..

although it was small, without candles..
but its really great...i got to say my best class ever will be from poly..
everyone is just so sweet...

this is my bday cake..i like it alot :)

*The rest of the pictures in hl's blog :)

♥Don't expect anything in life, Expectations hurt alot.

When you don't expect, every moment is a surprise..

And every surprise is a happiness..

2011-04-27T16:51:00.000+08:00

already had a birthday wish..
its the only thing i want for this yr's bday..

but...it wouldn't be fulfilled :)

BUT...its okay...

2011-04-26T01:09:00.000+08:00

As long as you are happy...

2011-04-23T00:10:00.003+08:00

Don't fall for sweet-nothings...

Don't fall for sweet gestures...

Because not all of them are real...
The only real ones are those who meant it and are the one who really loves you..

while some did all these for nothing...
just to hurt others...

miss sunshine

2011-04-22T18:22:00.000+08:00

my favourite 'little miss' character...

2011-04-20T23:49:00.002+08:00

what have i done wrong?

back to school

2011-04-17T16:55:00.000+08:00

tmr is "back to school" day..
mixed feelings..
scared, excited...mostly cause of the new classmates bah..
thank god i'm in the same class as jonathan and firdaus..
one joker, and one used to do project together..
so i guess its still ok :)

is going to be my last year already..
i'm going to do my best and hopefully graduate with my desired GPA..
although timetable kind of really packed up..
i think its good too?
come to think of it...ending sch at 930pm on tues is fair already
because there's like three days i get to go home early...

all ready to go school :)
note to self : CANNOT FEN XIN ANYMORE!!

2011-04-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

"When i was a little girl, i used to read fairy tales. In fairy tales, you meet Prince Charming and he's everything you ever wanted. In fairy tales, the bad guy is very easy to spot. The bad guy is always wearing a black cape so you always know who he is. Then you grow up and you realize that Prince Charming is not as easy to find as you thought. You realize the bad guy is not wearing a black cape and he's not easy to spot; he's really funny, and he makes you laugh, and he has perfect hair."
-Taylor Swift

just like my twin

2011-04-15T01:23:00.000+08:00

did this for my sister..the stars are TRACED by her, the letters are DRAWN by me :)

Happy 21st Birthday JieJie~

thanks for always being there for me...

listening me talk about how upset i am...and all...

but somehow i nv dared to cry infront of you, so i always hide behind the bedroom door and cry..

its ur words that helped me..

"become someone better, make him regret"

this is the one...thanks thanks thanks..

i never wanted him to regret, but i wanted to become someone better...

if it weren't for you, i will still be that silly girl crying everyday...

but now...i see myself smiling everyday..:):):)

i love you alot!!

we are TWIN sisters :)...

Pieces of my heart

2011-04-13T01:06:00.002+08:00

just finished this book...
its really good ~ *thumbs up*

i have read like four of her books? and this is the fifth and THE BEST..

its about a girl suffering from anorexia after being dumped by someone she loves alot..
and all she wanted was to get skinnier and skinnier each day to earn back his love..
but he never came back...and the girl got worse every single day..
When her parents knew about this, and did all they could to save their daughter...
despite how tough the recovery was, they stand by her, wanting her to become happy again...
and she did....eventually...

lots of reflections done while reading this book..

the only love that will never change is family love...
only your family will love you no matter what u have turned to...
even if they disappoint u in some ways, always "forgive and forget"...
because this is one family...

and to those that got their hearts broken~
never have the thinking that u are not good enough...
everyone is good in their own ways...
never beg, never plead for someone to like you...
stand back up, and become a better person (a stronger and happier person)....
and u will sure come across the right person that will cherish you :)

isn't this a better revenge? better than crying and sobbing every single day..

good book....i'm looking out for another of her book

rants

2011-04-10T23:25:00.000+08:00

i seriously don't get the fun of mahjong..
all i know is..it causes unhappiness to my family..
ever since young, i have been taught by dad to not touch mahjong..and i know he meant well..
so among all my cousins(my mum's side), sis and i are the only ones that don't gamble during CNY and don't touch mahjong...
Because my dad doesn't likes it and don't wish for her daughters to gamble...

and now something have to happen because of mahjong again..
all i can tell my mum was "y must let someone unrelated to us causes our family to fight, is it worth it?"
my sis rarely gets to celebrate her birthday because her's wasn't a public holiday..
and i was the one accompanying her everytime she went to get things for her bday..
from decorations, to ordering cake, finding stuffs...i was there, and i really wants her to be happy..
coz i know she is looking forward to this..

i hope my parents will be able to think about this and stop harping over this matter...
because its a once in a lifetime for my sister...
we wants her to be happy...don't we?

HAISH~

to get over the good times..

2011-04-08T23:35:00.002+08:00

the best thing about holiday is always the long hours of sleeping..
and i keep to this routine of sleeping at 12am-plus and wakes up at 10am everyday..
healthy...haha :D

but once sch reopens, i'm back to the 2-3 hours of sleep everyday..
SO-NO-ENERGY!!
i still remembered the last time when sya and i were struggling OOP..
and we were both crying over project and when everyone questioned why we couldnt do such simple functions..
we literally gave up...ya and that time was already 5am?
and i had to wake up at 6am?
so we gave up and that night i had no BEDROOM to sleep oso..
someone locked me outside...
yes...its very unforgettable~
but there will be no more project-struggling with my BEST project partner..:(
seriously, i cant find a better one other than syahidah...
we can almost chat like we have alot of time but still get our project done well...

anw....i'm loving this show on channel ehh forget..taiwan channel
its called "nu ren wo zui da"..
very good show...girls can learn alot from there
mostly its about dressing, skin care regime, make up...

a part of me still carry that feeling

2011-04-02T18:21:00.000+08:00

went to see the doctor today because my skin has been itching since the day i got back from Barcelona.
and i got some allergic reaction from the dust hence the rashes..
its everywhere on my face...eyelids, cheeks, forehead..
damn itchy..

so ANW i'm waiting for the new time table to be out..
really excited to start the new sem..
because its a fresh start...
going to put all my focus on studies...
my used-to-be top priority is no longer my top priority anymore..
i am going to be better...way way better than u think..
+++ i'm really excited to start learning logistics..
because its this that made me chose this course..so WAY TO GO~

the next big thing coming up willl be my beloved sis's 21st birthday party..
i love her...she adviced me alot during the times when i'm upset..
and when i dunno what decision to come to..
sometimes i do wish i carry a little of my sis's characteristics...able to let things go..
or maybe it's my fault for falling too deep..
or putting 100% trust..

but its all the past..
a new start for the new sem..
*please don't drop GPA!! LOL!

oh ya..my sis has been telling me its time to think what i want to do after poly..
for sure, its university...but what to study..
i have that interest for events management..
so probably public relations...PROBABLY..hehe
if i got the $$$$....better still...i will go overseas to study..
but thats impossible..kekeke..

hope everyone have a good day :)

random

2011-03-31T13:35:00.000+08:00

a moment change of environment

2011-03-29T14:50:00.000+08:00

12 days of not being in Singapore feels great...
flew to Barcelona with a heavy heart...but that trip was worthwhile..
i had my fun with beloved family, did alot of reflections before i slept some nights..
and i came back feeling better :)

ok...there's hell LOTS of pictures, thanks to my mum~

we had a stop-over at Milan...Sunrise~

Two BIG beds in the hotel room

Anyone going to Barcelona should take the tour bus at the back...A good Deal~

Sagrada Familia still in construction~ its TALLL~

ok there is a hilarious story behind this spoilt umbrella..

During the second day, my dad wanted to take a look at the "Ice Barcelona" and he insisted on walking there which took us around 45 mins? could be faster but it was raining HEAVILY...

In Singapore, it will be fine...but not in Barcelona~

Firstly, the weather was already cold enough and when it rained, the WIND was STRONG...

our small umbrella definitely could not withstand the wind...but my sis's one surprisingly still stayed strong...haha :)

all thanks to dad~

we had to cab back to the hotel because it was unbearable for all of us...

on the cable car to Montjuic~

and all the above are taken at Montjuic~

Olimpic Stadium...

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at campnou....

Headless-guy for you :)

at Park Guell~

L'aquarium~

pouring heavily~ on the fourth day? DAMN SIAN!!

man doing glass figurines...

all at ermmmm...mmmm...mum calls it "Barcelona Village"?

soooo cuteee!!! btw its a MAN not a real baby :) my Barcelona boyfriend..hahaha

The cable car to MONTSERRAT!!! xcited!!

we were halfway to the top of the mountain...a 2 hrs WALK up..we didn't have the time though

attracted to this flower...btw i took this picture..and sis scolding me for wasting storage space and battery of camera :(

this is another route which only needs 40 mins~ so we decided to give it a try..so just that day we WALKED ALOT!!

breathtaking view after the 40 mins walk~

it's here where we took the wrong train...-.-" so we waited for the next one at some ghostly place~

with no one...ok mayb 3 or 4 people waiting for train?

we were at some museum~

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from the skies of Milan...on our way back to Singapore~

didn't slept at all for the whole 12 hours plus of flight...

damn tired when i reached home...

okayyy that sums up this trip..

it was a LONG trip...but i missed Barcelona especially the weather!!

2011-03-28T13:29:00.002+08:00

Miss Goh just lent me the most amazing book..
it has the piano pieces of most of the songs in korean and japanese shows..

AND HAS THIS!!
the book written "yi sheng de yan lei"
then i didnt know its one litre of tears...until i went to try it out a little..
and wah...happy until i can fly..

but this piece is F#, C#, G#, D#, A#
maybe to play it smooth, i need 10 yrs;)
hahaha...nvm put the moonlight sonata motivation in:)

another one is this

my favourite song...chermaine, sis and i used to love this show ALOT!!
haha...

a new start

2011-03-22T15:57:00.000+08:00

back from my trip to barcelona..
was indeed a good one..for once, i'm able to laugh and joke for real and not just to act like i'm okay..
and is also a time to bond with my family..
when we are in singapore, all of us are busy with our own stuffs so we dun talk to each other much..
but when we are in holiday..its a different thing..
mayb that is why i love going on holiday with my family?

will blog bout my trip in the next post...:)

sooo...from what happen till now it has been three weeks? or mayb four?
i did what i can to let you know we are still friends...at least u are to me..
but whether i am still a friend to you, i really am not sure..
u can be angry with me for all you want...but that just proves what kind of person you are..

what has been done, i didn't regret..
because if i hadn't done it...it will be the biggest regret and my life will just continue turning around this stupid thing...
at least now...everything is clear...
indeed, its damn hurting...but life goes on..
and i am moving on..

i will learn to give and give without expecting any return :)

a break away from here

2011-03-07T14:04:00.000+08:00

after crying for days, i think its enough..
it's time to stand back up and move on with my life..

i accept this fact...
i wouldn't pin anymore hopes on this anymore..
all i want is to go back to how i used to be..

it's time to pack up and time for SPAIN...
this trip came as a good timing...
will be back.......soon

♥ we are good as friends...

one-sided

2011-02-28T00:41:00.000+08:00

i fallen into something i thought was true for one year plus..

i'm just the same as everyone else...
nothing special...

why was i so silly...

last day

2011-02-24T20:18:00.001+08:00

okay....exams just ended this afternoon..
smooth one for both modules...*phew*
after today, we will be separated to different places next sem..
kind of sad, really...

its like small small cliques, getting bigger each and every day..
and when we were so close friends already, we have to be separated..
nearly teared when i was talking to syahidah, but i controlled and all..
because dun really want to affect others...
but really will miss this girl, i hope u still have time for me when i need you..
but i will really try to be happy...

♥i think u still choose to keep it to urself in the end, even if exams already ended..but it doesn't matter
♥♥i dunno when is the next time we are gonna talk...

braces

2011-02-19T23:50:00.000+08:00

yay...got everything done in just one week:)
last saturday was consultation with the orthodontist
and just on tuesday, they called me to go down on wednesday to get the right two teeth extracted..
and friday, got left side two teeth extracted..

and TODAY!! the dental called me and ask if i can get braces done today..
thank god my extraction of teeth healed pretty fast and she said if they aren't pain then i can get braces done today..
so yay...BLUE BRACES for my first time:)

thanks dad for paying the deposit for me and paying the second time of my extraction which cost 100..
its enough...love you so much..
i will earn, save to pay up the monthly instalments...
yay!! the braces look so nice....
i like:)
but am still trying to brush PROPERLY..

you love me, i love him

2011-02-19T11:32:00.000+08:00

just when i'm not in the best mood...mulling over stupid things..
u texted me after sooo long...
this time round as a serious guy, i can see it..

and i took this chance to ask you things i always wanted to know..
3 years back, u asked me this question but i took you as a joke and i hurt u with my answer..
and when i graduated, i got to know so much about you from my cousin..
but in the past, i didn't bother about stupid things like relationships and love...
so i dunno how hurt it is to not get accepted..
at that time, i wasnt guilty at all too...

but last night, u told me u are going overseas...
and u asked me if you choose not to go, will i give u a chance...
for once, i dunno how to answer you..
because these 2 years, i came through so much and i finally understood how u felt..
not being loved back by the one you love..
but....i still gave u the same answer...
i am so sorry...

♥ in the end...i still chose the one that hurt me the most...

my valentines

2011-02-15T11:23:00.000+08:00

my valentines ytd wasnt lonely after all...
i thought it would turn out to be like christmas..but nope~
thanks to yc, hl and sya..it was fun eating at popeyes but I LIKE KFC!
and its fun scolding yc with hl..
call us go valentine date, more like carry and pay money~
luckily i smart enough not to get cheated, the moment u asked me out on fb, i know 'valentine date' is hao ting one~ hahaha
thanks hl for the pretty photo-card...haha:)
she complained she dun hav alot of photos of me and her, so she developed the henderson waves one..
thanks girl for saying those words...no matter what, stay happy because maybe 2012, world will end..
so life is short....lol!

so after a fun time out with them, came home...
and prepared for work...
a student made my day for valentines...thanks riko~ so cute!!
she came and read with me and kept staring at me..
after a while..she said "u are so nice"..
aww thanks my dear~ for that, i give u lesser words to learn for spelling...HAHAHA:)

But this valentine did carry a little disappointment because i expect...
and i thought...but...
if i never expect in the first place, i wouldnt be disappointed~

while walking home ytd, i came across this really sweet two people(doubt they are couple)
and this girl was holding a bouquet of roses with the guy just walking beside her...
NOT holding hands...
sweet~
for my next valentine, can i hope for a blue rose?
it signifies friendship from what i know, but its my favourite rose...

that sums up my valentines:) but i'm pretty happy...

anyhow..
last night before i sleep, talked to sis on the bed...
and she kind of really wake me up to reality already..
i know there's so much other better choice out there, but i know myself clearly well that its hard to forget once you put all ur heart into it..
even if i know he never took it seriously, i'm willing to let myself get hurt again and again..
but last night, my sis knock me really hard on the head..
and then i realized....
i'm hurting and crying, and he doesnt even care...
so whats the point?

i'm taking a break...

♥ silence is a girl's loudest cry. If she is speechless, she is too tired for words

our last hope

2011-02-11T00:15:00.000+08:00

went out with pearl today..
sadly zoe is such a busy girl, she missed out a whole load of fun..
accompanied pearl to pp to get her sims expansion pack while she accompanied me to OC to get my high cut converse sneakers...

lunch at EwF, not to my liking because i'm not really a burger girl..
but the fries are AWESOME!
if only macdonald has fries like those...yum yum~ :)

finally felt a little happier when i was out with her..
like i can get my mind off those sad stuffs for a moment..
but when we parted ways, felt empty again :(
and things just kept flushing back to my mind...till i even forgot the day today
and when i walked past grandlink and met a kumon student outside..
and she asked me if kumon opens today and i said YES!
what am i thinking?

anw popular is selling storybook at 6.90..
but only SOME books..am so lucky that those books PRICED 6.90 are the ones i like to read..
they usually cost 30plus for a truestory-based storybook, but now its 6.90..
double-checked with the cashier just now over the price also..
because its unbelievable~

ok gonna off the com..
my laptop is not going to be with me for a couple of weeks?
but its under good care :)

♥ made a wish to the sea..
i hope it can be heard some day, some time....

cny 2011

2011-02-05T01:26:00.000+08:00

just sent all the guests home and got my house cleaned up..
now i'm waiting for my hair to dry up so i can get to bed and sleep...really tired:(
cny this year, still the same...nothing to look forward to~

ytd went to the usual houses for visiting..
every year, we will start the house visit by going to my grandparent's house..
its the cny routine...haha :)
the second day of cny is always the busiest day for my mum..
she cooks from morning till evening...and clean the house at night..
but last yr and this yr is slightly more tiring because we don't have a domestic helper to help us out anymore..
ok...this sums up my boring cny...
pictures all from first day of cny...

my f21 skirt....super love~

tmr will be visiting my favourite aunt house...:)

♥ these few days, i felt the old times were back...

But i know they don't last...because they always don't...

so now...i won't expect anything more...

because i can't afford another disappointment...

2011-01-29T00:03:00.000+08:00

i rather be the rotten apple on the ground than be the shining apple on the top of the tree...
because in that way,
then you will finally be able to see me...

sick but sweet

2011-01-24T22:36:00.000+08:00

sick for like two weeks already...
but its one after another...

last week got into a really big mess of myself..
ate medicine on an empty stomach at midnight, and woke up at 6am to puke
and the process of that continues till night...really terrible~ 10 over hours of non-stop going to toilet..
i thought i was going to die at that time...
looked really pale and i was tearing all the time...so the swollen eyes...

and when i recovered, i started getting cough and within one day, i lost my voice ENTIRELY
stayed up still to do project but my mind wasnt there~
its really hard to focus when u are coughing so badly....
but i perservere and perservere
but still GOT NOTHING DONE IN MY PROJECT...
haish~

i need to recover before cny..
coz i cant miss cny SNACKS!! they are heaven ! ! !

anw...haven shared this~
i got into logistics for year 3...
happy but sad at the same time...leaving alot of my classmates :(
♥ thanks for sending me the sweetest sms when i was lying sick at home..
♥ thanks for saying the sweetest thing to me when i obviously look bad...

its short again

2011-01-22T22:45:00.000+08:00

ok...i compared my "before haircut" picture and after...
i realised CUT ALOT!!
i thought it was my hair that is thick thats why like the aunty forever cutting non-stop..
but its SHORT...
but it looks nice leh~...
i just want a neater look for cny, so decided to go and TRIM it...

before i cut...this is the length...

this is the after length...

sundial dreams

2011-01-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

There's a girl playing this in my piano class..
beautiful piece, feel like trying this out...
BUT....still struggling with my exam piece...

still doing isect report...

doubly hard

2011-01-16T00:33:00.000+08:00

am still researching for my isect project...
coz i got a D for my overall, have to work doubly hard and produce a satisfactory work for my project :(
really hate research...
its even worse than codings~

anw....got to know about my grades up till now(mid sem)..
maybe i did not work hard enough...
3 sems....and my GPA has been going uphill...
and finally i feel proud of myself like i can still get good grades if i study hard...
coz in secondary school, its always "aiya i so dumb....no matter how much i study oso no point"..
but now i realized, thats just cause i didnt try at all....
and when i got into poly and into a course i dun like at all....i learnt my lesson, and pushed myself to the limit..
sleeping late, waking up early, cooping myself in the study room to do schoolwork...
all these hardwork paid off...

but this sem, i did not try hard enough...
damn disappointing~ ....
but I'M GOING TO WAKE UP NOW! LIKE THIS MIN! ! !..
and go back to how i pushed myself three sems back! ! !
and continue to improve my GPA by 0.1 :)

ok...LETS GO! :)

food outing

2011-01-13T00:15:00.000+08:00

option1 option 2

2011-01-09T02:25:00.000+08:00

so finally i tried bringing up the topic to my dad again...
hoping they won't run away because they always start another topic when i talk about this...
damn annoying~
but am really glad he gave the green light to me doing braces...

but i faced not just one problem...i had another even more problematic one..
thought through when i was bathing, when i was msn-ing, when i was doing whatever i am doing..
and i realised...
its just a slight imperfect of my teeth which don't really need braces...
so ok..most probably i'm going for the option2

still considering...it all comes down to money if not it won't be a bother to me :(

but ya...i'm on a 80 - 20 now :)
clearer of my decision now...

2011-01-08T00:35:00.000+08:00

best conversation with nic...

he said i was some intruder and not wanrui..
coz wanrui dun start a conversation with "OI"..
and i'm an AWESOME GIRL!!!
hahahaha.....thanks ross~

another birthday

2011-01-07T19:57:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday YINGCAIIIII~

the first person i talk to when i went for orientation...

but we didn't became friends for some time...and still had some bad memories...

but turn a big round, we ended up being good friends with the others....

haha thanks for putting the horrible past behind....i love you long time~ ♥

all my dearest friends' bday very close to one another....

so i can see myself shopping for bday presents most of the time..haha

but i got a top for myself today :)...

I WANT A NAUTICAL BAG!!!

but thought of my two appointments next week which is going to cost a bomb, i hesitated~

but i'm going to get it...and I WILL!

mayb for my bday this yr, i will get that for myself...

my sis say she is going to buy me shirt from those korean garden like store for my bday this year...

coz i really love the apparels inside but its just too pricey...

so thanks in advance, fat sis!

add to my wardrobe

2011-01-06T22:38:00.004+08:00

my new blazer that just came to my doorstep today..thanks postman:)
love it.....

two appointments

2011-01-06T17:08:00.000+08:00

its raining the whole day already...
really bored at home...with just myself to talk to~ ~ ~
just done with DI quiz, next will be rad homework...

just called to book my dental appointment...
i think the dentist will ask why i never make appointment last year...so if i tell her "i'm broke", will i get a discount? ....LOL! doubt so~
so gonna settle all my doubts with her regarding braces and whitening..
the price and all...and i have decided!
whichever it is i'm going for, i'm gonna pay myself....
really glad that i got back the same dentist....she is really nice...
kept talking to me to distract me from the pain and discomfort whenever she do something to my teeth...
and its only after a visit to her and i'm no longer scared of going to the dentist....

next wk will also be my skin appointment..
hopefully, my skin gets better....and i dun hav to continue the pills..
so troublesome to have to take every morning and night...
plus a whole glass of water after that? i feel like puking whenever i finish that glass of water..

if everyday is like this

2011-01-02T22:10:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is the resume of school days already...
not ready for it yet, felt like i haven't rest enough..
but i definitely make good use of this short holiday to catch up with close friends...
really miss them, esp zoe who i think i can only see during school holidays...

The first few days of 2011 seems not bad by far...
spending my time doing proj, reading up harry potter..
but most importantly is i feel happy...
is like finally my mind has no troubles in it..finally a day when i'm not tearing..
i hope this means that 2011 will be a good year for me...

working tomorrow....and the day after tomorrow...
LAZY BONES~ but still have to go...

♥ On the outside, you are no different from everybody else
But in the inside, you will always be someone special to me....someone different...

just one wish

2011-01-01T00:57:00.001+08:00

First,

Happy Birthday to ZOEEE...
youngest of us all.....i ♥ you qin ai de HAO PENG YOU.....

2010 has come to an end.....like finally~
This whole year wasn't a good one for me at all, in fact NOT a month i'm truly happy...
Many things happened, and they just kept coming to me...one after another..
the tears i shed are enough to fill a sea...
but in 2010, i realised the importance of friendship and with everything crashing down on me, i'm really glad i had awesome friends holding on to me...making sure that i never fall..

What a happening year uh...

For 2011, all i just hope for is a better life...
i hope for the cheerful me in the past to come back...
and for the new year, i'm going to just study really hard and nothing else...

Whenever, i hope for more things, the disappointment is always bigger...
this time round, i learn it...so all i want is to be happy...
so...god~ be fair to me :)

♥ today, i'm finally able to open my heart and write to you everything...
i'm ready to accept you as a good friend....i'm tired....sorry....

always there

2010-12-29T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYA...

Happy 20th birthday to Tigger!!..haha

remember how i used to call u tigger when we first got really close to each other...u started off by helping me so much with my school work...

always there when i needed someone to help in my projects...

Eventually, we became really good friends...and thanks to you, i'm able to get that big thing out of my heart...

and thats the time when i have nothing to hide from you...

Thanks for always talking over the phone with me when i'm helplessly crying...too bad, we stay really far from each other, if not i will get you out of ur hse every single day to talk to me...

I dunno how many times have i called you when i was crying, but thanks for not ignoring me...

love youuuuuuu long time~

Lastly, enjoy your "2" hahaha

dull christmas

2010-12-26T00:56:00.000+08:00

17 years of life...i loved christmas more than anybody..
its the day i looked forward to every year...because i love receiving presents just like everybody else..
and i was never alone for christmas,
had relatives gathering together, exchanging gifts...

this yr was an exception, in fact the worst...
thanks for ending my christmas in this way....
sometimes, i hope i wasnt such a kind girl, coz in the end...
i'm always the one hurt and always the one taken granted of...
used to it...but just not immune to it yet..

no matter what, thanks syahidah for lighting up my christmas a little..
both of our christmas wasnt great but we managed to lighten it up ourselves..yay:)

♥ you are not worth my tears....not even a single bit...
i will let it go, let this whole crap go....

SO TIRING!!!! AND I'M TIRED!! MENTALLY!!...damn it

lonely

2010-12-24T23:06:00.000+08:00

have been really stressed up these few days..
and i can almost feel that i'm not the same me..
esp last night~
i just couldnt hold back any longer and just BLAH!
and i'm really sorry, i only bring troubles to people...haish~

never felt so in need of a friend that badly..
went to meet up with pearl today to accompany her for dinner, kept begging her to dun go back for her work..
i know its impossible, but i really needed someone..
my reason to her is cause i dun wanna shop alone..
shopping alone for me is nothing, i did it quite often...
christmas eve, who got time to entertain me sia..who got the time to hear me complain..
no one...not even my sister~

this whole year~ a load of shit for me...
i just want it to be over soon...i want myself to come back...

are u the right one?

2010-12-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

have been really busy with school stuffs, projects and tests...
really lethargic, but am glad my boss at workplace is really understanding...
i took leave on one day for two weeks...love my boss~

anw its finally the 3 weeks break...but this also means the sem is coming to an end really soon~
which ALSO MEANS the class is separating soon...
am gonna miss lots of people, esp clique..
but ya, all we can do is to treasure the remaining few months together...

other than that, christmas is finally here!!
i got my first christmas present from aunt already, thanks~ really nice necklace from her:)
cant wait for my other christmas presents *excited*
haha parents distribute presents, children gets the presents ;)
as for me, i spent the last 3 days doing something for my lovely friends...
my mum saw me doing it and said i really have patience in this kind of things~ and ask me why didnt i go for design course..nah! i don't wanna go for something that do not have a right/wrong answer and risk my grades over it~
plus getting f9 for art already shows everything...
anw, mailed out everything this afternoon, so they should be getting it really soon, i hope!!
so singpost, please dun disappoint me!!
i kept harping over myself not able to get my friends presents, but when i'm all done with the cards, woah..
i think it beats the presents...:)
so hope they like it too:)

okok...enough talk, ANTM time then if i have the mood, PROJECT :)
♥finally meeting up with pearl this thursday :) miss her loads, and that zoe!! WHEN ARE U EXACTLY FREE???

worst one ever

2010-12-03T17:20:00.000+08:00

survived this whole week which has got to be the worst..
presentations and tests all in one...

accounting test is dunno when, but i know i'm dead..
i dunno anything from the first lecture till now...blame on the lecturer, talk so soft..
oh ya, we are supposed to select our yr 3 specialization already..
was very upset when i heard that logistics consists of 4 examinable modules and loads of memorising work in it..
but thats my only path..
cant go programming at all..coz the lecturer say if you are not good...sorry , cant help you!..
WAHH!! :'( what kind of lecturer is this sia..
networking...this sem like never touch at all, so not even sure if i'm up to it..
so my last resort is LOGISTICS!
wish me luck...

ok nothing much...hectic week is over and i'm happy..
b.t.w i really hate RAD teacher, i seriously dunno why is she always rushing...i cant even catch up already..
HAISH!

♥ distance is the best option...

maxiiii

2010-11-27T23:41:00.001+08:00

The two items that dad went to collect for me from the post office few days back...
sis and i always caused such trouble to him...heehee
i'm in ♥ with the maxi dress and the pretty ring from indiesin...:):):)
btw, the belt was given by huiling a year back?..thanks my dear, it finally came in handy:)

busy-ing with sacp project since morning till dinner time...
got my calendar up, thanks to google...
took a long time to figure it out..but I DID IT:):):)
but cant get the second problem solve....:(
will try again tmr or what...

♥to my dearest sya : cheerup :) cry it out if you really want to...and no matter how things turned out to be, i'm always here for you k :)

2010-11-20T23:19:00.000+08:00

caught harry potter & the deathly hallows with sister today..
love the show, cant wait for part 2 to be out :)
the scene that showed dobby dying was really sad...

thats all...bye
am having tummy ache now, thanks to the medicine

red..

2010-11-17T20:02:00.000+08:00

bought a red casing for my phone..
coz i cant stand seeing the handprint on the mirrow area...

the sad part is THERE'S A SLIGHT CRACK AT THE TOP RIGHT HAND CORNER...
so disappointing when i received it...
haish...but since its nt obvious, i dun intend to do an exchange with the seller..
BUT! i kept got scratched on my ear when i talk on the phone...
lol...so i'm very careful now to place it at the right position when it wont hurt my ear...

just ordered a maxi dress online and a ring..
cant wait to get my hands on them...esp the maxi dress, my first piece ever..

studying DI now..there's so much to do after the cheat sheet..
project discussion with sya and sumon later...
staying back tmr after sch for another project discussion with another grp...
luckily today is a holiday....if not i will be dead tired from working two nights consecutively...
my job is not easy...although i can sit down, but teaching is not easy...
and when a student asked u a question ( eg, maths qn)...u cant say u dunno...u have to find the answer no matter what...
that is the difficult thing bout my job...coz i'm still using my brain even after a hardcore day in sch..
trust me...not easy!

everything happens for a reason

2010-11-14T01:20:00.001+08:00

everyone will definitely experience ups and downs in their life..
because life just don't go the way you want it to be..

the recent happenings made me come clear to alot of things..
never thought something like this would happen to me...it just brought me all the way down...
although its all over, but just thinking about it still makes me upset...
just thinking about what you said to me makes me feel really guilty...

come to think of it.....

i dun regret what happened, because i believe everything happens for a reason..
without this, i will never realised things i should..
in fact, there's a whole bunch of things i only get to understand after the quarrel...
for the 'one' thing you said, i will remember it..
even if its a lie..
even if deep inside, you don't feel this way...
but still...i will remember what you said...
because you will never say it the second time....

whatever that has happened...
i won't say i will forget, because i know i can't...
its part and parcel of my life...
so instead of saying i will forget...i choose to put it behind as of now..

quiz..

2010-11-13T16:11:00.000+08:00

gotten this quiz from my sis's wordpress...

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Got back with someone you’ve broken up with: no
7. Been cheated on: no..don't think so
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: haha..no~
9. Lost someone special: no...dun wish to, either..
10. Been depressed: yes...i definitely have my downs in life
11. Been drunk and threw up: i don't drink :)

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. pink
13. white
14. blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend: no..i'm in the same class as last yr, so ya...
16. Fallen out of love: no..
17. Laughed until you cried: ya..once in a while
18. Met someone who changed you: yes...changed my perspective towards some things
19. Found out who your true friends were: i did...and i love all of them
20. Found out someone was talking about you: sometimes, but close one eye towards it
21. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend’s list: no...
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them
23. How many kids do you want?: 2
24. Do you have any pets: no...but i want a poodle :(
25. Do you want to change your name: i love my chinese name, but it will be better together with an english name
26. What did you do for your last birthday: friends celebrated with me
27. What time did you wake up? today? 845am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night? sleeping...LOL slept before midnight
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for? nothing in particular...
30. Last time you saw your Mother: now
32. What are you listening to right now: hero(fav song) on itunes...
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no...lol
34. Who is getting on your nerves now? nobody...haha
35. Most visited webpage: http://twitter.com/wanruii
36. Whats your real name: wanrui
37. Nicknames: don't wish to rmb
39. Zodiac sign: monkey
40. Male or female? female
41. Hair color: black (i have really blackk hair)
42. Long or short: shoulder-length
43: What do you like about yourself? everything...(even if i'm not perfect)
44. Piercings: my ears
45: Tattoos: nope

YOUR FUTURE :

58. Want kids?: of course :)
59. Get married?: yes
60. Career: Open my own shop? SIA air stewardess(maybe)..
61. Lips or eyes: eyes
62. Hugs or kisses: hugs
63. Shorter or taller: taller. i need to hit 160cm
64. Older or Younger: Younger :)
65. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
66. Nice ass or legs: legs..i want long legs
67. Funny or serious: Funny…
68. Drank hard liquor: but i dun like the bitter-ness of it
71. Been arrested: NO!!
72. Cried when someone died: yes
73. Fallen for a friend: yup..and i hope the next time, i get happy endings...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

74. Yourself: yes
75. Love at first sight: no..because he may not be who you think he is in the end
76. Heaven: yes
77. Santa Claus: hmm...maybe when i come across one?
78. Kiss on the first date: no..
79. Angels: yes..
80. God: yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

81. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no....i haven had my 1st boyfriend
82. Did you sing today?: yes...i sing when my itunes starts playing (ask my sis)
83. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: back to when i'm a little girl (i want to be happy everyday)
84. The moment you would choose to relive?: a 'particular' night (secret)
85. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yes..
86. When was the last time you lied?: cant rmb (mayb i havent been lying)
87. Are you usually late, early or right on time?: late(i'm a tardy queen)
88. Are you a good person?: i believe i am...
89. Do you dream of being famous?: no...
90. Stole your parents money?: no...(in fact i seldom ask for money anymore)
91. Is there a specific reason you’re not dating the last person you texted? we are not meant to be...
92. Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone? yes...(sya can almost rmb my crying voice)
93. Is anything bugging you right now? CODINGS...
94. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/ girlfriend smokes? yes..(i cant stand smoke smell)
95. Was the first person you talked to today male or female? male...
97. Your last ex says they never even liked you, you say? i think i will just cry
98. Do you still pinky promise? yes...i believe in it..
99. Does anyone hate you? of course...i cant please everyone around me
100. Is it usually easy for someone to make you smile? yes..i smile and laugh over the tiniest thing
111. Do you honestly miss someone? used to(everyday)...but not anymore
112. Next time you will kiss someone on the lips? no
113. What bed did you sleep in last night? eh..my bed? with lots of teddies?
114. Have you ever kissed someone whos name starts with a k? no
115. Who was the last girl you had a conversation with? my sister
116. How is your heart at this moment? beating normally..LOL
117. How is your mood? normal..
118. Do you have a picture of you kissing someone? no
119. Does your password have to do with a boy/girl? no
120. Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama? shorts
121. Is there something that makes you angry? yes...but i chose to close one eye
122. Are you happier single or in a relationship? well, i have never been in a relationship..but i'm happy just being single
123. Have you ever had your heart broken? yes...
124. Have you ever broken someone’s heart? well i'm not sure...
125. Talk to any of your exes? no...
126. If you could go back in time and change things, would you? YES...badly!
127. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? dunno
128. Do you want to get married? yes...
129. What was the most exciting event of 2009? hmm...nothing..
130. Are you happy with life at the moment? not really...too many things happening
131. Would you ever dye your hair black? dun hav to
132. Do you believe everything happens for a reason? yes...
133. Will you be in a relationship in the next few months? don't want to...
134. What are you currently listening to? The reason from itunes
135. How is your hair atm? huh?
136. Do you have a best friend? close friends(alot)...but a friend that i trust(just 1 or 2)
137. Do you think you have changed? yes...
140. Where’s the last place you went besides your house? school
141. What would you do if you found out the person you liked had a girlfriend/ boyfriend? cry and let it go..
142. What’s on your schedule for tomorrow? piano then out to orchard to meet pearl and zoe
143. Do you always answer your texts? yes...unless for a certain reason that i dun wan to
144. Was ’09 a good year for you? hmm...not bad(at least better than this yr)
145. Has anyone said they love you in the last week? no..
146. Someone knocks on your window at 5am, what do you say? how did u manage to climb up to 7th floor? LOL
147. Everyone deserves a second chance, right? yup...i'm someone that forgive easily..
148. Who was the last person to wave at you from across the street? lol..no one..
149. Are you wearing make-up? yes, at this period of time...my face's not in good condition
150. Do you think “I love you” are strong words? yes...
151. Do you hate anyone? haha of course...but not any of my friends that i am close to now..just some past-tense people
152. Have you ever been in a fist fight? no...
153. Argued with anyone recently? yes...and i'm very sorry to him
154. Do you like texting? yes...keeps me busy
155. What makes you happy? trouble-free :)
156. Who are you seeing this weekend? pearl and zoe
157. Why did you do this quiz? cause i have nothing better to do

BYE:)

i am sorry

2010-11-06T17:13:00.000+08:00

this whole week is like hell..
too many happenings...too many tears...too many misunderstandings..
wont be going into details coz its between us..
all i can say is i'm sorry to you..
even if u have no hatred towards me for being so unreasonable, i can never forgive myself..

anw...pearl brought us (zoe and i) to her bf's hse ytd to look at his dog - april..
super friendly, i love her...haha
wasnt in the mood actually, but i still went since its a promise...
had a long chat with zoe and sya...
zoe's upset over some stuffs..hope u are alright, girl...
i cant give u much advice or anything coz i'm having my own problems too...just hope you understand..
sya too...i know u have ur own problems to handle, but i really need a listening ear :)

ok a little pictures to share..

that's april..haha, cute?

ok...i'm gonna watch my show now...

♥ maybe i should have asked clearly before concluding that you are in the wrong...
if i have done so, things wouldn't be in this state now...i'm sorry, really am...

LOST

2010-10-29T18:28:00.000+08:00

another weekend to enjoy..woots!
i guess i'm going to flip through lecture notes to self-study..
damn lost in school, AND I MEANT EVERY MODULES..
tried focusing but i cant catch what is the teacher talking...

i hope i can regain the study mood as soon as possible..
i hate being so lost!

trying to catch all the sleep i can before i cant anymore..
projects are all assigned, so it means sleepless nights soon...
i feel so healthy when i sleep early and wake up early :):)

I LOVE NYP SOUTH CANTEEN...ITS HEAVEN K!!
u can have like dessert after meals...NO PROBLEM!!
u can have tea-break with just 50 cents...NO PROBLEM!!
u can have noodles at 2 bucks....NO PROBLEM!!
who cares bout air-con when there's like super delicious food??!!! LOL
have been eating from the same 'noodle' stall...is seriously nice, and the uncle and aunty selling it super friendly!
unlike koufu's ban mian one..LOL

okok...gonna bathe and i think i'm gonna revise on sch stuffs...

one week of school

2010-10-23T10:54:00.000+08:00

sch has started and i'm really tired and all that i was so shocked its gonna be saturday today...
one week flies really quick!
all the modules really omg! dun even want to look~

the amount of money i spent on textbooks are enough to buy a few pieces of tops...
damn sad...i intend to only get 30 from my parents since my dad was like "u no money meh?"
:(
waking up everyday at 6AM is really a torture...
but not having to squeeze with office crowds after school is a JOY! :)

i'm still sleeping like ard 11plus..must get all my sleep before i dun have a chance anymore
once project starts and all, i doubt i can sleep at whatever time i want :(

polka dotsssss

2010-10-12T23:15:00.000+08:00

wanted to just upload this simple picture on twitpic..but its loading so slowly that i GAVE UP!!

i tried polka dot manicure today on my own and it looks NICEEEEE!!!
haha...my next try will be mini heart shape? hopefully wont fail..
sis love my polka dot nails, i know she doooo...give me 10 bucks, i will do it for you ;)

teacher wanrui

2010-10-12T11:48:00.000+08:00

work ytd was so qing song~
at ard 7, i'm literally sitting there STARING at students doing work because there were like less than 5 students..
and the staring goes on for about half an hr~
then according to Teacher Doris, 730 is the WAR! she is right~
but i prefer the war because seriously, there is nothing for you to do when there is no marking and when students are doing their work..

anw..i find it funny when people call me "Teacher wanrui" LOL!..
ytd a student mistook me for Teacher Doris, so Teacher Wendy say "this is teacher wanrui"...
weird~

HAHAHAHA!!

ohya..i have a book in mind now that i want to buy...shld i?
when i buy books, i tend to buy those that can last me VERY LONG to make the money spent worth it..
but when i borrow them, i will borrow those that i can read FAST, like within 3 weeks because that is the maximum!!

work today again...but with sister, it will be more fun..haha
although we are not talking, but we always make eye contact but i can never guess what she is trying to tell me...fail la~

a good book

2010-10-10T16:32:00.000+08:00

finally, i'm starting on grade 7 theory..something fresh..
Grade 6 only spells LETHARGIC!!

borrowed three books from the library last friday..
and i have just finished the best book ever..
why the best book? coz the whole book is like relating about my life..
exactly like it...amazing~

this is the book...
*thumbs up*

strawberry marshmellows

2010-10-08T19:53:00.000+08:00

sch's starting in like one week...haish~
i haven't enjoyed enough..plus i still have lots of shows to watch...

when sch reopens, i will start to save money and TRY not to online shop..
somehow, i improved abit..haha
saw like one top previously online that i really loved but i didnt buy it coz i said i will not shop anymore..
and today while shopping with sister...FAR EST!! the place where u spent money..
i resisted another top, since a bag is what i needed now..
so i got a bag for school...the grey one i got from online few months back has been going to sch with me for months and now its starting to get weak..
and i really loved that bag, so before it spoils, i'm going to decrease the usage of it...HAHA:)

next wk, i plan to stay at home from monday-saturday...
coz i have a big big mission to complete...i think only pearl, zoe and my sis know since i have been yapping about it~
YES!! i mind OK!
so please, dun ask me out :)

♥ i love strawberry jam marshmellows...

first time baking

2010-10-06T10:55:00.000+08:00

these are part of the cookies baked ytd...
the nicer ones which is the batch that i did myself were all eaten up..so these are the look nice cookies only..
coz if u flip it ard..its BLACK! lol

my dad said its nice and he even took another one to eat..i'm so touched :'(
zoe and pearl's batches were good too..
haha all i can say is...those cookies we did ourselves in separate batches looked nicest...

i'm still coughing like hell, and my throat still dry...and PLUS one SUPER BIG ULCER in my mouth...
i feel like just staying at home...
so ehhh...dunno if i'm going out to meet poly cliques tmr~

anw!! i'm looking forward to my next pay..hahaha
coz its going to finally hit the amount i want...i'm sure of that~
so i can rest now all the way tillll next monday....

maybe i misunderstood the feeling

2010-09-30T12:41:00.000+08:00

ytd was another hanging out after zoe's work..
with rachel, zoe invited her since we haven't met for like 2 yrs?
its a great catching up...shared some stuffs with her and i learnt so much from what she experienced...
now..we are more into monopoly deal than dai-di~ haha :)

something bad happened last night, just hope my dear zoe will be fine..
when we were about to leave town, zoe realised her shoe bag wasn't with her anymore..
and the worst thing was we don't even know when it was gone from her side..
so we tracked back to all the places we gone..
from 313 --> plaza sing --> back to 313..
but still, no luck~
:(

i spent a bomb ytd at etude house..but those are necessary buys that i really must get..
till sch reopen, i wont be buying clothes already...i hope...seriously!!!!!
but i still need to buy one last thing...
just last thing~
anw...now i'm going to work two days for kumon..
thanks to my lovely sister for giving up the slot for me...
so now is mon and tues night for me...yippee! gonna be sian, but no choice!
is what i hoped for also....more work for me~

♥ Just hope this routine will never end...

all worth it..

2010-09-28T11:52:00.000+08:00

just checked my results for this sem...i think it shows the computed one...
although its a small improvement made but i'm satisfied...
GPA 3.4
i thought it will be like what i dreamt, but turns out the other way round..
all the late night sleep, all the tonning at lvl 5 with sya and sumon were all worth it...

i'm starting to miss working at YY..for the first day...
if not for the unfair treatment, i wouldnt leave~

went shopping with sister ytd at 313...bought a dress and checkered top..
i told my sis "one cannot only have one checkered top...u must have at least 2 in the wardrobe"...
i'm going to buy the cleansing milk the next time i go etude house...
okay~

i got lots of pictures taken few days back but forgotten to upload it...

love this picture(above) alot~

Lamborghini!!!!!!

best-to-hang-out-with friends~

*credits to pearl & zoe for some pictures~

all these were taken last sunday when zoe's friend invited her to Lamborghini F1 party..

we all were super funny before going to this..not going into details though~

but i fell in love with the lamborghinis...

wasnt really into the F1 race, we were more interested in the food..:)

but cause we had dinner at Niwa Sushi(dunno if its spelled like this)..

so i was not hungry at all...

i still had food in my mouth hence the smile~..... : p

Last wednesday, waited for zoe to finish work at koi then headed off to Bugis together...

we played monopoly deal like crazy...

that's alll for now~

Bye:)

work later....hope no OT!

first day work phobia

2010-09-26T13:47:00.001+08:00

so ytd was my first day of work..
but i quit~

just not up to it...

so like yc..haha we gt the first day of work phobia..
actually i really gt a little passion in working there but ya...
some things caused me to want to leave...oops!

guess i still love my current job...
at least i am under the guidance of patient boss...

2010-09-23T12:12:00.002+08:00

"You don't love someone because they're perfect
You love them in spite of the fact that they're not"

-Jodi Picoult

monopoly DEAL

2010-09-23T01:20:00.000+08:00

i had fun today with the girls..
met up with pearl first, and we waited for zoe to end work before heading for dinner~
borrowed 4 books at the library, yay!

after dinner, we went up to the cinema level and played monopoly deal till like 10plus when they have to off the lights already..
BUT!!
our game didnt end there, we went over to mac and continue..LOL!
so i caught the last train home with pearl...
my dad kept sms-ing me, but i was strolling home..

really strolling and thinking bout stuffs on the way~

i think i got my sis's germs..
feeling sick now...